Thanks for being there

Common phrase they say

Thanks for always understanding

But they don't always

Thanks for lending a shoulder to cry on

But how if I hold back the tears

Thanks for loving me for me

But do you know who I am

Thanks for making me laugh

But laughing with a mask on doesn't count

Thanks for being someone to look up to

When I am trying to be anyone but you

Friends matter

But mattering to friends

Doesn't matter anymore

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Crisp and cut

Through the darkest velvet

Bleak and barren

Through the farest haven

Don't know where I left off

Don't know how I got here

Just want to go back

Came from a thicket of cries

Want to go back

But tired of lies

Home lost its definments

The cottage without a door